Born Free, As Free As the Wind Blows

Ok, this is it. I'm fresh out of high school. 30 mins fresh. Graduation is just a superficial gift to the people who paid $30,000 over the course of 4 years so I could go to school.

Happiness is a Warm Gun

I'm beyond ready to get the hell out of my house. I need some money and some roomies and then a dash of freeedom. That's right, 3 e's. Excellent, eccentric, and maybe eggs.

I think we can both agree that this week is slowly ending my abilities to have thought. Send Diet Coke.

*angsty sigh*

Left Me No Choice But To Stay

I see this kid everyday. I noticed him a while back and I find him absolutly intriguing. No, I've never met him and I don't know his name. I just can't help but notice him; which is completly not what he wants. I can tell. The way he dresses, the way he acts. He looks like he just wants to fall into the walls and be left alone, unnoticed. By and large he is unnoticed because he is an underclassmen. The thing is, he is so beautiful. Handsome would be the wrong word here. He is just beautiful in the most honest sense of the word. I'm not attracted to him, but I just want to know about him. I know it sounds really wierd, but I can't explain it any better than this.

The Beautiful People

I kind of want my tongue pierced.


But I have lots of body mod whims like that.


But I liiiiiike it.


hmm.


EDIT: I think I just like being pierced. And taking my parents right to that comfortable-uncomfortable line. Mostly I like the getting pierced part though. It feels....good?

I'm not a masochist, I swear!

I Think We Have an Emergency

IF you post a comment, leave a name or something. I like to know who is reading this. It's cool if you are a stranger, Thank You! I just like to know.

Yes. This means you...yeah you...I can see your comments. Tell me who you are. We should be buds.

or be a jackass like that, you know, its cool.

To Where You Are

Today the world lost a great asset. That's all there is to it.

One of the greatest teachers my school has ever seen died this morning after being ill on and off for years. He was my freshmen year homeroom teacher, his last homeroom. I dont know why, but he took a liking to me that year. Ever since if he saw me in the hallway he would say, "How's it goin' Kate?" He was the only teacher who I ever told to called me that after the first time I asked him to. It took them time to get to know me, but he made sure he pinned me the first day and I respect that. He never missed a beat either. If I was having an off day, he always made sure to talk to me. He was a caring man, and alot of people didnt realize that. He came off so gruff and angry that few people saw the guardian that he was. Everything that man did was all for someone else. I never saw him do one selfish thing in four years. If you were slipping in his class he made sure you caught up, if you were doing well he made sure you knew he knew.

Losing him is going to be one of the greatest losses this institution has or will ever face. There are no replacements, no equals. He cared with every bone in his intimidating, loving body. He was a coach, a mentor, a teacher, an ally and a friend. I will miss him and I know how much the incoming freshmen will be missing out on.

I decided I'm not going to cry or fall apart. He wouldnt have thought that was right. Maybe I should just go sit on someone in his memory. :D

There's Things You Need to Hear

I (am):

1. Female, I think this explains alot.
2. 5'8"
3. Brunette?
4. Blue-eyed
5. Emotional. Alot of the time. Do I hide it well?
6. Always thinking. Much more than I talk, so you can imagine how much that is.
7. Secretive.
8. Ambitious.
9. Lazy.
10. Conflicting.
11. Relational.
12. Sassssssssy.
13. Love everyone, way too much, even if they don't deserve it.
14. Judge people in my mind, but when others do it verbally, I defend the victim. I feel this justifies it sometimes.
15. All I want to do is be myself.
16. Want others to always be honest, even if it would hurt me. Because I have to know.
17. Like to know everything.
18. Obnoxious, endearing?
19. Care about you.
20. Want to break all the rules, but I never break one.
21. Don't watch TV anymore.
22. Work at a movie theatre. I hate it most of the time, but I can't leave my friends. I have no hope of being promoted.
23. Love kids.
24. Have a look in my eye.
25. Seem more clever than I am, or vastly less intelligent than I am. No one really comprehends my mental capacities.

If you think of any more things about me, comment them. I Love To Know. (#16)

She Said, My Boy, It's a Dagger

Today:

1. I feel like crap.
2. I'm in a good mood.
3. I'm as lost as you are.
4. School is actually good for something. It's a magical distraction. Without it, I keep thinking of all the things I don't really care to think about.
5. This is what dance is coming to. It starts in Europe. It'll be here soon. Tektonik and then Jumpstyle.

I mostly posted the second one because I like the song.